me
wishlist
:: get good results/ good grades. a child can ever wish for. ::
# d0r0thy.
# 13 going 14.
# Am who i Am . (:
# DECEMBERbaby:D
:: do not wish my parents to go overseas so often . Duh . i miss them always . ::
:: having more true friends. never want to be lonely. ::
:: want to live life to the fullest. loves god. [{Chc}] child of god (: ::
Friday, July 27, 2007
thinking bout many things....
can someone tell me wadd i've done wrong?..
if only someone can tell me...
first..i went twinnie..because i was forced to ...
and im happy to help...till yesterday....
they left..and you accused me...
are u a teacher?...pls get the facts right...first...
though i go for twinnie...i din even skip any of ur classes(science).. and say that i did not schedule my time...say me outside class not enuff..still wanna say to the whole class..issit really so difficult to just say once?...and in the end..i did not miss ur class(science) yesterday at all..i only miss the assembly because one of the teacher of twinnie ask me to help her pass down msg..wad did i do wrong...?..and i also did finish my reflection..im really tired..why must troubles come in one whole big package...and after that...twinnie students going back...i read the letters some of the twinnie hosts wrote for them..i was touched..then when the teacher gave us a worksheet to write our reflection or something like that..there was one question..which asked..if u were to be given a chance to be involved again..would you like to ? and why? something like that..straight away..i was hurted..i was tinking..because of this..i was accused..was somehow scolded by my parents..i tried to bear my tears...in the end..i just cried ... for almost the whole thing ..when the HIHS host performing...i was at the pathetic corner hiding..and im like destroying the whole performance..though i was blocked..as i din have the mood..and in the end..huibing(charity) pei me go out..as we were right beside the door..im sorry..when the students(from china) going off..many of them cried..(hosts)..i wanted to...but somehow..i tink there's no more tears...and yet..i din get any gift..only got one small one..during the beginning of the twinnie program..treasure it alot...i felt somehow lonely in twinnie...somehow burdened...i duno ... but at least i tried my best ... but im sure gonna miss them(china students) somehow..
then now...my parents just went abroad(business)...everytime they go abroad..feel so insecure...keep thinking of alot of things in class these few days...many bad memories came back...
i have nth more the write.....i guess...
~pathetic~
~always a sad gurl bahh..~
dorothy out
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