Wednesday, July 4, 2007
haix .. was .. kinda remembered that..maybe .. im in express..is only temporary .. as i nidda prove to the teachers/principles/ whoever..that i can cope in express..so must get ..around 75% and above i tink...and now...yet ..that class..i realise the..boys are not so sociable..and i cant...get help easily .. and is always in one bunch .. the boys are more to mavis that bunch ..but im more to shumei bahh?... i dun get used to it ...!...2j0y is when there's new pple..usually boys more sociable than gurls then later .. gurls come in .. and influence them better... im so ... scared..i cant hit the target...and now... i feel that im departing from the gurls that i am verii close at 2j0y.. tink .. mostly except..suyu ..and munyee?..the rest.. i seem to be departing..and wadd if i drop back to NA!!...wadd if i drop back..and..my relationship with them..will..be so much worsen ... im so worried !! ARRHHH...im so tired..im so ... arrrh...Y MUST I CRY EVERYDAY...and make myself worry .. i may be happy on the outside..but my heart...It...aches....though i talk to, i tink so far 2boys from 2sincerity on msn..onli one dares to tok to me in reallife ...how am i gonna socialise..?...how...maybe i nidda wait..i really wish things will turn around..but i doubt?...how am i gonna cope..just with onli ... a bunch?....how long..will this last...now..i nidda study hard...prepare for twinnie.....do express hw..which i tink is everyday .. and...i also wanna help in 2j0y racial harmony day...but i doubt i could..onli with the gifts as my mom can help ... HOW..pathetic can i be...?...being teased...rumours for fun...and hanging on... i dun mind these three..but...they are onli done by so little pple i noe... in that class..i feel....lonely... i really miss them..it's been one and a half year..i've been in 2j0y...its pain..!!!ARRH...i forgot to thank mr lee here..for the wonderful gift too..the book is really meaningful..haha..though u almost make me cry too haha..?..okay ... im tired..just came back from school..spilled my waterbottle water inside into my back..thx to steve but nvm..my things are drying..~g0d..bless..then~~g0d..guess this is wadd i meant to have~..~no one~~d0r0~u may seem to be there..but u got good frens..right?..mine..gone?.......i cant express it out..cya then~6.56pmLabels: im gonna fall .. help me... thought u were there..i tink i give up..this i shall say...is anyone there?..to help me?...
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dorothy out
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