me
wishlist
:: get good results/ good grades. a child can ever wish for. ::
# d0r0thy.
# 13 going 14.
# Am who i Am . (:
# DECEMBERbaby:D
:: do not wish my parents to go overseas so often . Duh . i miss them always . ::
:: having more true friends. never want to be lonely. ::
:: want to live life to the fullest. loves god. [{Chc}] child of god (: ::
Monday, July 9, 2007
got hist test T.T..DIE .. XD..scared i fail T.T..pray to god b4 test silently XD.in the morning..i went to 2j0y first to return minqi..the k01..which i borrowed long time ago..and forgotten to return..and last week i cant find her.so i gave her 2day..left the classroom sadly and happily?LOL..i tink..went to 2sin..put bag..took out thermometer incase got check..then came down pull flag..then helped to dismiss the sec 2..saw freesia..and she said..HEY DORO!my recess same as 2j0y lehh 2day..then i say oh..then she say u go check if ur's the same then come along too okay? then im like oki..then suddenly i remembered..that mine was also the same..i was so happy larr!at last can go join them for recess :D!..later..went recess..then remember nidda study for hist test..but in the end onli study a little but did manage to do finish the test at least XD..then..saw the munyee they all:D..shumei helped me find them too .. thankyou shumei haha..then asked freesia if i can take some poka XD(i tink this spelling..the..one stick of biscuit..got choco and strawberry flavour one:D)then..when i came..they were pretty surprised..but okay with it..suddenly.like im invisible..then i just tok to my 2sin frens though im sitting at their table..then .. i say .. erm..see u guys so happy .. erm i go off first lorr..dun disturb u guys bahh..then minqi was beside me..then she say byebye :) with a smile..i felt that..she was chasing me away..the byebye was an offensive one..straight away it hurted my heart..first u guys din really welcome me..then .. wanting to chase me away..wow..that feeling..i wasted for being happy for u guys..i was like..i said..hey !wa...then...i walked beside chinghui i tink yupp..and started to discuss the hist with a heavy heart..though the rest looked at me..(josephine,freesia..one of them..i tink the rest didn't) i din bothered...i was..like..thx freesia for telling me to come ..but i guess..i was not invited..im sorry to bother u guys..that was wadd i was tinking in my heart..then i went back class..toked to shumei..she was like..kinda angry a little..but..she seemed more irritated then i am LOL..she's real funnY haha..she kinda cheer me up in a way..guess i was wrong bout them..thought..they miss me or waddeva..guess...they dun..especially minqi..but..sadly..suyu was not there..she went to hongkong..i wonder if she's there..will she bother?after the recess timing..i went back class..mood changed..became more..restless again..2morrow same recess as them again..wonder..wadd will happen..came back home early today.. and i thank brenda for the company haha..she followed me back .. we took the same bus..and i bought food b4 we went back..she helped me alot anyway . thankyou haha..oh ya..during recess i also saw siti..geraldine..emma..andrew and i tink 3 or 2 more guys..yupp..ahya..really .. very sad.. even yesterday .. suyu and me toked..bout the class..she shared to me alot of things bout 2j0y and i shared with her alot of things bout 2sin..haha .. worried for her studies..
i'll end here..
-HURTED- ~d0r0~ the word goodbye is hurting...especially this one
dorothy out
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