Thursday, July 5, 2007
feeling lonely as usual...though i still stick with the bunch..i still feel... weird... i ... ahh .. i just duno .... and ... i din mean to provoke pple after school ... no one talked to me... i felt .. more lonely... everybody seem to disappear..but lucky ...jingyi did tok to me a little..and ... the charity pple.. i really thankyou ya?...sadly..the sincerity classmate...din really talk to me...even though pple .. like mr shahrom one of them asked me to tok to melvin..but...frens...frens..they stick with their frens..and bunch .. if it's onli one to one..or onli a few(1-4?)...of course..they will tok to me..but ....i just noe..that time...the min .... i was very lonely.... i cant get along...wadd am i gonna do ?...environmental problem... first to solve..but i cant...HOW?!..how....i went into the class..i thought ..wow..it's a nice class...i thought..im able to socialise well...but the have many weird things going on..now i tink ... that im too sociable ... and not good enuff for them?..gotta work by myself...shumei and cliques always go home after school .. but i dun get use..now .. i gotta change?...haix...if im in charity ?..how will it be? if im in other class..how would it be?...or back to joy...guess im tinking too much .. which pple say..then got another trouble..but i dun tink i should share..why must troubles come in ONE WHOLE PACKAGE !!i find that..encouragement..help a little but not that much.. as NTH CHANGE !! ARRH...i feel so...alone...gotta stand up alone again..even pple are fading..pple dun wanna tok to me...i cant do anything...gotta study hard..i promise it to my parents..i promise ..!..i also thank ivan.. as he's the onli most sociable guy in that class..kinda helping me though he keep teasing me ..but i dun really mind..but i thank pple who have been behind me..but ... though things didn't change..i still thankyou..im tired alright...haix..im s0rry for disappointing..some pple..im sorry if i provoke anybody in class..pls forgive me..i really duno wadd to do..im sorry kailee for provoking u just now by making u .. i din noe u were busy...im really sorry...i just .. dun wanna .. be...lonely............. kinda sick now..cya .. takecares~d0r0~
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dorothy out
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