Monday, June 25, 2007

haha . well .. guess the time has come .. to depart from 2joy soon ..and i guess the 'family' got used to it anyway .. first day of school .. letting me sit behind at the back .. though im short.. and.. cant join in what they were talking though .. they feel happy .. but i felt sad ya ? haha. that makes me kinda sick .. haha..moody..they tink im sick . yea . kinda.. but imagine.. a person .. bout to leave the class .. with two others.. are like far at the back sits .. no frens kinda treasure us.. that was the feeling i hated .. and .. many close frens had drift away .. to others.. like .. sirui .. suyu .. well .. they should get used to it .. that was wadd i thought .. to be positive .. the way they .. treat us in class .. it was as though .. either .. just leave ..we will remember u .. that's all .. or .. the feeling is like.. as if we are still gonna stay here.after school .. though we went out .. i tink he relationship got better in a way . as there was time to chat .. especially a closeup .. but i still felt .. a missing puzzle somewhere in me when i was together with them .. i keep feeling that sirui changed..i duno .. many pple changed too ..holidays .. brought us apart? and now .. we are still gonna depart..man .. this is real pathetic ... guess ... it was meant to be..
i really cant stand it .. but almost cried..when i saw .. them .. first day of school .. already booked those places .. to be together..josephine beside suyu..minqi beside sirui..munyee was just infront of them.. they chatted and chatted..discussed ans together .. so united .. felt so odd .. and .. me ..... freesia...and erin .. was left just behind them..they din really bother till we bother... imagine that feeling..hurting huh? ... and i just felt like crying out my lungs...just feel like crying and crying... to help myself..those memories..really gotta fade...anyway .. i just changed my hairstyle .. it's pretty weird? haha . i tink ? ..
-ANOTHER SUBJECT- ..
i thought .. i liked someone all these while .. but when i woke up .. i found out.. there was actually another guy that i really liked..for .. around 4 years already..he was still in my heart... i was so surprised...but ... well ... at least he's still there .. i thank him haha.. and of course .. erin too .. she had been by my side since i wasn't so close to the others already.. as both of us are going express..so ..ya .. haix
..okay then
scarly go further cry more ..
haha
takkaire then
god bless
~d0r0~

Labels: 2joy memories..all memories..just fade away ... in a blink of an eye

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